It's funny. I love to cheer people at their successes, attempt to pick them up when they are down, but don't listen to a word of the advice I give.
Not. A. Word.
I wake up with hope and resolve that I will do better. But then I don't.
It will happen. At some point, it will come back. Just hopefully soon.
This morning I was at a whopping 141.1. Seriously heading the wrong way here people. Worse, I can FEEL it. I can see it in my face, feel it in my clothes. Ugh. I hate it, it needs to change.
Hot 100 Update 3
Goal 1: Posting: I want to post regularly on the dieting blog here.
Posting semi regular. I'm snacking like crazy and eating way too big of portions so it's more embarrassing to post. But it would be way more detrimental if I just continued eating in denial.
Goal 2: Food Tracking:
Not a bit. I'll wake up, eat a 1/2 banana, then some egg beaters with salsa and write it down. That's as far as I get. The handful of fruit loops, the couple of ham slices, few cheese and crackers, 3 - 4 pretzels just don't make the list. Then portioning lettuce and dressing goes out the window which means I end up putting twice the dressing on my salads. Then by the time dinner comes, I just don't care and I eat what I want. 3 helpings of baked beans tonight. 3 helpings, people! They were good but I do didn't need it.
Goal 3: Get moving:
Uh, I think I am typing faster? Does that count as exercise?